Sunday, November 9, 2008

Fear

Fear...I thought I could do it. I've done it for the past 12 tries but I can't do it this time. I just can't deal with the idea of seeing just one line. So I'm not doing it. I'm going to live in complete ignorance until Thursday. For once I feel really good about this decision. Danielle thinks I can't do it but it's not about willpower this time around. It's pure and utter fear.

Good luck to my other tww friends.

8 comments:

Melissa said...

Hey there! I know you can hold out. Just know we are here for you whatever the outcome if you choose to test early.

luckyduck said...

hold out! I tried last month, I only tested once and I felt so bad!! Baby dust, sweetie! Have PUPO faith!
Love Jill

Carrie and MJ said...

I am sending all the baby dust I can your way - I didn't even have to hold out as AF reared her ugly head this morning....here's to hoping for your July baby.

Rachel said...

I am hoping you are really late...like about 9 months late... no need to test at all in that case, right?

Catherine said...

Oh, I remember that feeling so well. The fear kept me awake befpre testing day. So, I always waited until the end to the end to test, or I would have never slept. I am hoping this one is BFP!

R said...

Baby dust to you!!!

Jess said...

I hope you get your BFP Lisa! I'm out this cycle.

giggleblue said...

oh, lisa, i understand. take as much time as needed.